~shamful

Ah goodbye is simple to write, but the feeling is difficult. So very. I came here for artistic growth. To seek the galleries of others. To give myself reason to improve.
Well, I think I have improved a bit. There was a time when I had much difficulty communicating with colors. They would always mud in my mixing plate and I'd feel hopeless over this. Now, the paints and pencils are like buddies to me. Good friends I've had for so long and I am happy for each chance we unite (so much that i even spent my food money on paints/panels yesterday! xD), even if the result turns out to be something messy and "unprofessional". It's like hanging with your most awesome peeps, just doing whatever the moment inspires, and there is no care for correctness! I'm going to continue to paint, of course. Just won't be putting it here anymore. I'll leave my deviations up, since some are gifts for people and well... maybe they will inspire thoughts/ect in the minds of any who come across them. Plus, they're like footprints I've left here.

It's been real; I LOVE every one of you awesome people on this site. Even if I don't know you. That's no matter. I've enjoyed seeing your artwork, and catching small glimpses into your lives through journals. Honestly, I'm not going to miss the site, but the people I will greatly miss! My road is steadily going onward; positive vibes to you all!!!

~ Betty, inspired by the moment
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